♥Name: Lai Man - Liwen - Emily♥. B-day: 28/5 Horoscope: Gemini Hobbies: Watch Anime(all kinds), Drama(all kinds) & Movies(anything except horror), Read Manga(romance), Novels(all kinds) & Fashion Magazines, Music [Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Jazz], Sports [Swim, Jog, Badminton, Tennis], ♥ Baking & Cook, ♥ Cosmetics, ♥ Shopping Likes: Have coffee at cafe, Chill out with red wines or any alcohol, Clubbing, Chat with frens, Take Photos Email : ellm_luv@yahoo.com.sg
♥ New Year Resolutions 2009
1) Want to lose 10kg .
2) Work hard, at least able to get through this downturn .
3) Save up more money, able to go travel .
4) Continue my E-biz and sell away all the stuff .
5) Continue my blog regularly .
6) Know more people .
7) Able to play more on piano .
8) Able to "Save myself" "Let go" "Say Goodbye" .
9) Do my facebook .
♥ Wishlist
1) Iphone .
2) Ipod .
3) Levis Lady Style Jeans (need lose some more weight) .
4) Coach Wallet/Bag .
5) White crystal headphones .
♥ Current Enjoyments
1) Reading "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer and others .
2) Watching some old dramas .
3) Watching Skip Beat .
Haha Iam not sure if any1 is still following my blog, I have been missing for awhile, due to work and some other reasons. But this half year passed by, I have progress, become more independent, stronger and take life easier.. I'm still reflecting myself, wanted to do even more this last half a year before it finally come to closure again..
Let's share with you guys what I have been doing this half year bah.. Starting Jan..
That is my new ear peircing, loving it each day.. I know is abit crazy to pierce there.. But I find that place very sexy n cool.. Worth every single pain!!
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7:07 PM
♥ Thursday, January 15, 2009
My Beautiful Life ♥
Was really busy starting new year.. work.. but I did find time to hang out with friends and stuff.. And did alot of things to occupy myself..
Bestie QM and me went to try out hellipad @ central rooftop.. really cool place.. it overlooks the clark quay river.. occasionally can see and hear screams from ppl who are playing the bungee thingy.. we ordered a bottle of red wine to chill out the night.. really relax and can feel the night breeze..
Bestie QM organised a poly mates gathering at her co recreation centre.. she booked a huge KTV room n there are other facilities such as ping pong, pool table, massage chairs and wii.. I finally get to try the wii.. I didnt like it.. Lucky I did try cos I wanted to buy.. now I can keep my money to invest on other stuffs.. Is really a fun day.. has being quite long since christmas..We brought food and drinks.. I bought a bottle of moscato wine there only to realise is only 5.5%, but is a nice fruity wine.. Bestie B teased me.. she said wow now 5.5% is nothing to you.. muhahaha kinda.. 5.5% to me, doesnt have that kick anymore.. I need more muhahaha..Think we did make use of the KTV room.. sing non stop since we step in.. after that went to boat quay the craven to chill..
Hee actaully we planned a surprise belated bday dinner for my collg at the famous porridge place near TPY sports centre.. Bestie WY and me left office first saying we got stuff later on and we hurried to buy a small cake and get a table there first.. She really did get surprised when she saw us at the restaurant.. The food not bad.. Finale we wanted to make excuse to go toilet but instead get the cake from the kitchen.. But she followed us there =.= no more surprise.. haiz.. but nonetheless she really appreciate our effort..I do feel happy organising too..
For the past few weeks I have been working 7 days a week, cos this year I tried baking these cookies for sale.. Bestie Qm encouraged me to try as she help me to get order from her co.. The sale did goes well.. Muhaha.. It really feels nice when some1 compliment that it taste nice..Hope next year can try more variety..
Woooo... this is nice.. Lays is cucumber favour.. My collg ask her fren to bring back from Shanghai.. Haiz y we couldnt have this in sg.. it does really taste cooling.. Iam addicted to it muhahaha.. This candid pic taken from my collg.. I was filing some stuff..see.. Iam surrounded by papers..
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11:48 PM
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The Last bit of 2008
My Kawaii gals.. really lovely
Received my 1st christmas gift.. my fav color too.. purple..
The utensils was quite cute, in a stand.. with matching cup lol..
The only stuff that interest me, desserts.. nice in a shot glass..
My boss treat us gals to a christmas lunch buffet at Royal Scotts Hotel. The ambience is quite good.. but I find the food only sub standard.. was expecting more..but notheless was very fun outing..
Ok these tees cost $70 plus each, is a brand name "smudge" by local singer JJ Lin.. we have the honour to borrow and wear for awhile lol..
Fun..think cos we are the youngest and the noisest there..
Say cheese and merry christmas..
The magnet bears each have our names.. can spot mine?? Is a gift from boss lol..
My poly mates christmas party.. theme angel vs devil.. haha and we are the devils.. my sexy devils bestie!!
Yea!! Me the devil!! LOL
Saw the angels?? Here are the angels..
My Bestie and her little prince.. Cute right.. He is 2 already!! Fast!! Psst she having another one soon.. tsk tsk envy..
He is neither angel nor devil.. He wanna be Little Shrek!!
His idea of a christmas tree.. I find it really cool!!
The birthday boy is being carried!!
Am having a private christmas with bestie D, is like a candle light dinner for 2 lol..we order pizza and got a bottle of wine..
Gift exchange lol..sweet right..
Since Bestie wore red.. I dress her up as devil and help her take devil shoot.. I always wanted be a photographer lol..
My Skills not bad right.. Pro ma??
So darn happening and fun that night.. wish more to come in years lol..
Christmas presents from all besties!! The awsome thing is from bestie gabe, the wine bottle umbrella!! He said is a reminder to ask me drink lesser.. cos the bottle wrote 0%..LOL really special present!!
Thumb drive from the polymates exchange gift.. haha wonder who give de.. the rest are from company.. cool..
Well that is all the last bit of 2008.. It was all really fun.. Iam blessed to have such fun and get to hang out with so many besties!!
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9:44 PM
♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008
My Beautiful Life ♥
21st Dec 08
My fren sent me this video, is a promo video for Lenovo Ideapad S10
Its a sad video..of cos I did cry after watching it..it sort of dig up my past..though the death part is abit ridiculous but nonetheless is a sad love story..and lately I have been listening to JJ songs thanks to a mei mei..and I like the always online song.. catchy..
Some songs I'm addicted now...
Crush - David Archuleta When I 1st heard of this song, totally in love with the tunes, 2nd 3rd time and so forth when I catch the lyrics, it just blend in so well.. "Do you catch a breathe when I look at you?".. Iam crapping but hope 1 day I will have a crush again, or somebody have a crush on me.. this insatiable feeling..
After hearing this song..part of me feels that some1 should just come and take me away from here..I dont want to stay at a place that will always trigger my darkest emotions endlessly..I know Iam a coward to say this..I need to be stronger.. My Bestie said to me.. If anybody should go hiding or leave, defintely wont be you, is not your fault, is a small world, how far can you go?.. Iam not sure.. Is not about whos and whos fault anymore.. I only want to escape from these hurtful emotions..
Counting down to 2008 Christmas
Defintely this year and last year christmas is miles n miles apart, is gonna be so different. Every year for the past 8 years I will love listening to "Last Christmas" - the Savage Garden version, during this festive season. It meant alot to me. Now? Iam not sure. Is a sad lovely christmas song, why do I love it so much? Is special to me and I will still keep it. Just that in the past, I like the song and dont think it as a sad song. This year, when I listen to it again. Is abit different.
Closer to christmas, I feel the different in atmosphere. Especially in the malls, on the road. There are so many people. Can see people are busy getting presents and stuff. I did spent some time getting presents for my friends. Afterall this is the once a year of sharing and giving. Telling your friends that they are special and you appreciate them being with you for this year.
Iam really headache for this angel n devil party, cos I dont know what to wear. I haven been shopping for clothes for a long time. I wanted to get a nice dress. Couldnt find the time..
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2:42 PM
♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008
My Beautiful Life ♥
15th December 2008
Dont know why, I had fever after lunch.. Feel really bad but I didnt want to take half day.. I thought if tomorrow is not better than I will go see doc and take a day mc.. I hang on until 7pm, took a cab home.. I slept abit on the cab.. struggle to walk back home.. cos I felt very cold and my head is hurting like shit.. and worse thing my lift is spoilt.. I struggle back home.. I feel so bad that I told my mum Iam sick I dont want any dinner, I changed, took the panadol and fell to the bed.. I keep on feeling very cold.. then my mind wonders again and I break down.. useless me.. my tears just flow, was lying side way, so my pillow was well soak.. and then my mum came in and touch my forehead.. I just closed my eyes and felt her warmth hand.. I felt helpless and her touch suddenly just makes me feel Iam not alone anymore.. I cry abit more and I felt asleep.. slowly I felt the coldness left me..
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12:37 AM
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14th Dec 2008 - Ranting
For the JB trip, actually he did plan to go. But cos he claimed he was too late informed so he gotta go club at st james with his gal on friday and couldnt wake up on sat to go JB n he no money to go too.. When I first heard of this, quite pissed cos everybody knows the trip is quite confirmed just that one of the frens mother is hospitalized so is is pending in case anything last minute happen. On thurs, when I still didnt heard anything, I initiate to ask around see if it is still on.. all of us are working now except him.. Iam really busy with work but I still will take the initiate to ask around.. after it was settled I informed everyone to meet on fri to discuss for sat.. yet he is the only 1 to tell me he was too late informed..
I remembered last time he hated to club and dont like me to club.. yet when I curious and asked what is the change.. he told me "I do like 2 club i jus dun like the smoke n i always want 2 b in the company of a pretty gf n my body will jus auto move n do the talking this is the full 100%".. At least my principle of going club is to chill out with girl friends, enjoy the music n dance.. I dont want to comment about this sentence, Iam tired of all these 100% 99%.. I dont care..If that is how he wants his life to be now let it be.. Just that he makes me feel that he is no diff to those irritating guys in clubs n online..I really feel that he isnt the 1 I know in the past.. totally a stranger now.. why the change? I also remember that he said once his life revolve around me n he hated it.. well at least if he revolve around me he wont be this way.. I feel his life is also revolve around her now.. all this high life, branded stuff, looking good.. is something he was not chasing in the past.. if this is wat he wants in life now.. let it be.. take it we dont share the same values anymore.. ya maybe our mutual friends group are too boring lowly for him too..
I read some stuff recently and I came across some saying that love brings 2 strangers together, make them close, but yet when they leave each other, they become strangers again.. is so true.. he is like some1 I no longer know anymore, maybe me to him too..
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12:13 AM
♥ Wednesday, December 17, 2008
My Beautiful Life ♥
14th Dec 2008 JB Trip
Went to JB recently with my bunch of tikam buddies.. our frequent JB trip.. just that this time is different. Cos this is my 1st time going there without him. It was always with him. But I make it this time.. alone.. Cos I dont want to miss out all the fun just bcos of him.. Although it did bring me back some memories.. But I tell myself just enjoyed and I threw everything behind me.. I went after work.. when my collg saw my attire.. they are surprise Iam so bloody dress down.. Well I go to JB with my 2 feet, of cos I need my very useful berms, sneakers, tee and my hardworking backpack which I dump everything in, we go to smoky hawker for dinner, why do I still need to dress up? most impt agenda is comfort.. My frens laugh at me, bet that I couldnt carry all the stuff back, I did!! though it was very crowded in and out, I manages to carry my turtle shell back.. My frens are really nice, though Iam the youngest in the group they really take care of me.. I want to bring more joy n laughter to the group for my effort =) I guess I did, during dinner at the hawker, a black cat zoom by me, I jump, scream n grab my fren and they all laugh =) After a very full dinner, I asked my fren hows the keuh that she buys home taste like? cos I didnt see b4 curious and she tore some for me to try.. I whine saying that Iam too full to eat anymore I only want to ask how it taste like, not really physically taste it and they all laugh.. My this group are very simple, down to earth, loud n funny.. we are always the noisiest at any place.. I think we shared same values of interests and in life thats y we click so well..
