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♥ Saturday, October 17, 2009

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Well holy crap.. being lazy and stop updating my blog.. but nonetheless I will be updating my life!! Yea just wanted to keep track of my life.. a good/memory for my future self to re-read and laugh, "wow the younger me is like this..."

Being up and about.. work and living quite well.. hang out with all my besties..

Here it goes.. but I kind of forgotten which comes first or later muhaha

Went to Cineleisure with Bestie D to watch movie and have dinner at Billybombers. Nice food n milkshake!! And we went to HMV to shop awhile b4 movie, and Bestie got herself the pink ribbon bling bling ring =p Sadly this is the last time I wear the hairband.. Is lost after I got home.. dunno lost at where also.. haiz..

Met up with Bestie A and her fren for dinner at shokudo heeren and ice cream at orchard central.. 1st time going to shokudo, nt bad, like mache style, use card to order food =) They serve japanese food. And then we went to orchard central there, top floor there have ben and jerry ice cream =p so full after that!!

Bestie S has a guitar concert at the national museum and ask me to go support her =p I think I have rejected her too many times ever since she is at SMU, so this year Iam free, I went down to catch the concert with my sec fren and her husband =) After the concert, Bestie gotta join back her guitar group to celebrate and my fren and her husband got family dinner.. so I stay behind to visit the museum, I didnt know public holiday, the museum is open to public free.. Iam so frog in the well, and this is the 1st time going to the new museum. I went explore alone, since is already night, abit quiet. I went to this dark room that display traditional clothes, once inside, is all the mannequins inside the glass windows, then no ppl at all, I got scare and went out in less than a min. LoL. Then there is this session, introduce traditional food. And there is these 3 kids playing around, when they saw me, they pull me in to play with them these tubes that u can smell the ingredients, ask me smell n guess. Fun, the kids are really cute, at least they call me jie jie. Hohoho.

Went to chinatown with my collg to buy these medical oil that she can bring back hometown, after buying, we went to eat the egg pudding and have dinner at this korean restaurant. Alot of ppl have recommend this place. It turns out to be really good. The BBQ meat is nice, and like always it comes with the cold dishes. But is quite exp . And this is the place that I got a bad stomachache the next day, MC for work. Think I eat too much and abit too oily and spicy for me.

Attended my polymate's wedding at orchard hotel. The newlyweds being together very long, so it is really blessing that they can get marry =) The bride is really pretty with her red night gown. The dinner is nt bad. While waiting for the food, we busy taking photos, we even went to the toilet to take =p The toilet is pretty too haha. When it comes to the end, we went shake hands with the newlyweds and parents. I was taken surprise that the groom remember me. "You r LaiMan right? You have become pretty wor" Haha being compliment is really a blessing too =p

Is Bestie I's bday celebration, and our gang went to Bugis this coffee shop for Zi Char. The food is quite good, I especially like this seaweed chicken in a nice savoury sauce. And the cake is super nice!! Though I was very full from the food, but I couldnt miss the cake!! We had a nice time, catching up, eating, joking. And after dinner, we went to LG to chill out. Is rare that the guys wants to go too. We had a fun night too, especially 1 of them sing sexy back. Really LOL

Went to Illuma with Bestie B and W for dinner, and we went to this Jap restaurant to try. 1st time there, we will attracted cause it advertise there is lobster =p And I order a lobster Teppanyaki!! Not bad, i got half a small lobster, salmon, squid and lotsa mushroom!! Besties ate the mini ramen n gyoza set, and a prawn fritter cocktail. The prawn fritter comes in a cocktail glass. Nice display.

Haha is being really long since we last club. Bestie B organize a DoubleO on a friday night. I went to shop a suitable top for the night and bought this. I was really blur, I thought the top is meant to be worn this way, with the embroidery in front. When I cut off the tag, then I realised, it should the other way. But I didnt care, I think it suits me better this way. Anyway the night is quite happening =p Lotsa Booze and dancing!! DoubleO is mostly youngster crowd, so dont need to expect too much haha but is fun =) I was surprised that a xiao di di chat me up after the night end, but I chased him off cos I think he dont even know what he is talking LoL

Went to Bestie K new house to have a MJ session. The house is realy cosy and nice. Makes me wanna have a strong urge to have my own house. Not need to marry or wat. But my dream house is a condo apartment with balcony. Cosy n simple. Can throw party, gatherings anytime =p Anyway we share this bottle of wolf blass gold label red wine!! Really different grade!! We play till 4/5am, Iam totally mentally dead by then.. No need to guess, of cos I "pay sch fees" LoL

This is my new found love to hang out!! Modesto @ vivo, I luv the alfresco. Nothing beat a pot of tea, overseeing the sea, chatting with Bestie. I dont know if it is cause as getting older, I luv going to alfresco. When I was young, I will be like, I need air-con place, outside is too hot. But now is different, I luv alfresco, or bcos of my new habit =p Anyway, the last pic, this pair of kiddo is playing hide n seek, the older brother is hiding among the plants LoL I cant help but snap this pic.

Hee some random pics that I took with Besties while we go out. Anyway is memorable with Bestie A, our 1st time watching movie together!!

As usual, I always take pics of myself. I think I have become very self obsessed, literally a vainpot LoL. I think is a good way to monitor myself, like if I have change for better? Especially when I want to lose more weight LoL. The photos of myself are latest from the top. I have just recently cut a gai gai tou =p My fren comment that I very brave to cut such a short fringe, and I said is not I want also, the hairdresser cut for me =x

Just wanna share my Bestie's preciouses!! Arent they cute? Really lots of fun to play with them, looking at them, bao bao them, makes me feel old >.< And I cant imagine if 1 day I will have my own kids LoL

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♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009

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Trying to catch up with my blog ooppss

Oops have been quite busy on days that no time n energy to blog.. I will try to catch up!!

What I have been up till now..

Things I have recently done!!

I went to Bestie W's fren chalet on a fri night till sat for some fun.. so after work rush home to pack my stuff and wait for Bestie W n fren to pick me up.. I brought along my blades too, since the chalet is near the pasir ris park. Haha as we leave around 10pm from my place, Bestie W's fren drive us to Bedok 85 for bar cho mee, as he said is on our way.. Is been so long since I had Bedok 85 bar cho mee.. Anyway we had fun at night drinking n playing cards, and drop dead around 3am.. The sat I finally woke up at around 11am, after some food, went blading and play with Bestie's fren's nephew.. after that he drive us to changi air freight center for lunch, as his vendor has a 7th month buffet there.. he bring us there for free food LoL

After the air freight center.. I make my way for a second round of chalet.. This time is my tikam frens from last time.. They have a chalet at Safra country club.. Pretty chalet.. It was enjoyable too.. I reached there quite late cos after spa.. But got ppl BBQ food for me yippie.. and after eating, we play mahjong.. I was quite bad at it.. long time never play.. so was pretty slow.. keep on kenna suan by them =o= Anyway this chalet is like a mansion, well equipped.. for public price is 200 plus per night, but my fren is under corporate rate, so much more cheaper.. And after check out in the morning, my fren drive us to Jalan Kayu for prata before heading home sweet home!!

Recently one fine working weekday, I knew my bro is not working, I asked him out to shop n dine at anchorpoint which is near our house.. I need heels badly haha.. of cos he agree after hearing that I will be treating him dinner.. He pick up 1 polo tee that night too..

Also.. Finally met Bestie A for dinner.. she is Miss Busy Busy LoL.. We met at orchard ION walk walk.. she said havent really walk there.. so we walk walk see see but never buy anything.. then we head to basement for food.. we bought snacks and sit at an empty not yet open store to eat.. and after that we went up to level 2 or 3 to sit there and chit chat.. chit chat about life..hear me ranting mine.. LoL.. Iam so glad to know Bestie A.. she's being there to encourage me n guide me throught all these while.. No amount of thanks can make up what she did..

I went to Bestie D house for a sleepover.. Super fun.. Eat Drink Chat Cam-whoring LoL.. Took like a hundred pics LoL.. Plus a great tan and swim.. swim 14 laps.. Yippie!!

Finally some of my self obsessed photos taken..Yea Iam a self declare vain pot LoL
Feel free to comment muhaha..

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♥ Monday, August 31, 2009

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31-Aug-09

Today is such a bad day.. Ever since I came in to the office, Iam very down.. Dunno why.. Today is last day of August, Monday Blues and Emo..

This Monday is so blue and emo that I feel like crying.. Especially after reading this "I'll be always beside you until very end, wiping all you tears aways, being your best friend, I'll smile when you smile, and feel all the pain you ...do, & if you cry a single tear, I promise I'll will cry too", this is Bestie D dedicated for me..

My heart is so heavy, no matter how I blast my headphone, it doesnt lift it up.. Feeling breatheless and as though Iam drowning..

And the Bestie QM comfort me -
"I wld love to b ur mirror, shining back at u wif a world of possibilities. I wld love to b ur witness, who sees u at ur worst & best, & loves u anyway. I wld love to 4ever b ur partner in crime, ur midnite companion, someone who knows when u r smiling, even in e dark..I m always here for u, dear!"
"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there. Hugz..."

Iam not sure what makes me so emo.. maybe I dreaded September to come, cause it means it is almost a year ever since that.. Iam so scare I have not done enough.. not done enough.. This 1 year I work so hard.. I swear to myself that I want my revenge.. I wont lose.. yet I feel scared.. I feel confused.. Why am I still alone then..

I want that extra warmth in life.. sometimes yearn for it when Iam alone.. friends around me are attached or married.. that makes me feel more out of place.. feel more alone.. where is the love? I couldnt seem to find it, feel it and understand it.. it seems deep inside, I still feel my heart is locked.. I thought I have move forward.. but I dont know why I still feel is not enough..

Where am I now? Who am I now? What am I doing now?

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30-Aug-09

Today gonna meet my Bestie for movie and night out~~ We gonna watch The Proposal at Marina Square.. Turns out is a good movie, makes me want to cry but I hold back.. cos my face have make up.. Its a touching romance.. After that we head to one fullerton for coffee and chat.. is nice chill out place there facing the river..

We chat alot and before going home, we occupy the toilet to cam whore lol..

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♥ Saturday, August 29, 2009

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27-Aug-09

Today is really a bad day to start...

Morning when I was on my way to work, Iam stuck in a traffic accident!! In the middle road 2 cars collide and block the whole darn 2 lanes road, only leave a small space for cars to pass by and no buses can pass through!! We will force to alight the bus and walk 4 bus stops to the main road to continue our journey!! And darn, I am wearing heels today!! My feet is gone by the time I finish walking the 4 bus stops.. All blisters.. Painful.. And of cos Iam late for work.. but I did inform my boss..

Lunchtime is raining cats and dogs, but I still need to leave the office to pass something to someone at TPY central.. as it is raining, I took bus to central instead of walking... anyway my feet hurts to even walk.. I reached early, so I went Mos Burger to pack my lunch back, I bought terriyaki burger and a corn soup!! Hot corn soup for a rainy day is so comforting!! After the meet-up, I make my way to the bus interchange, and there I was being stop by a HSBC promoter, ask me to sign up a card, actually I wanted to get a HSBC as there are some great discounts when using it, and the good thing is I dont need to fill up anything, the person will do it for me haha.. so I pass him my IC to photocopy.. first thing he exclaimed is "Wow u from Hong Kong ah, so good", I really am not surprise, as 80% who saw my ic will say this =o=, but the second thing he exclaimed is very embarrassing, "Wow u 85 ah, u very kei ai(cute) le", after he saying this, everybody turn and look at me.. darn embarassing lo.. Iam wearing my nerdy spec and no make up.. maybe my dressing? I wear very jap today, black floral dress with legging and heels(cause cold, rainy days).. he dont have to say so loud also..and I dont know how to react, so I just smile and say thanks.. well anyway he is sales promotor of cos he will say nice things about you.. so I didnt care much about this.. but is a funny episode, dont you think so?

After work, I went home straight to eat my mooncake!! Nice!! Not too sweet!! And the lotus is really smooth.. worth every cents!! Thanks Bestie A!!

28-Aug-09

Heehee today will be a packed and fun friday!!

After work, I went down to orchard robinson and john little to utilise my $40 vouchers from 2 years ago which going to expire in aug, a little hisory of the vouchers, is from my renewal of mobile plan 2 years ago for my current phone, so yea 2 years already unknowingly.. anyway initially I wanted to get a dress so my friend's wedding in september, but all the dresses from Robinson are like $200 and up, wth.. so in the end this is what I gotten..

- A set of Tsuya Tsuya feet treatment for the feet, haha cause my feet "suffer" too much already, must pampered them..
- A sexy girl hair cologne, Bestie D use this, that I try is very nice!! Thinking that next time if I ever go for a date, I will use this!! U know the packaging there the japanese words say this smell is seductive~~ muhaha
- A canmake pink nail polish, haha I dont know what to buy already, so just buy this to try..

After shopping I went down to ION to look my sec fren buddy N who works there, today is his birthday so there is sort of a gathering to celebrate his birthday, but cause there 3 who is working late cant make it, ends up left N, me, Bestie W and H.. I went to his shop to find him first, and suddenly surprise me by saying he got an extra pair of earring he bought so ask me to take it, cos if he get 2 pairs will be 50% off.. this is funny, I never get anything from him except those share bday present for me.. haha what a fren right..

He said he find this very classy, but I find it abit heavy after putting it on, but nonetheless I never had such big loop earrings before lol.. Thanks N!! We went to XIN WANG for dinner, as our initial plan to Swensen is out, there freaking lot of people.. I had noodles and red bean ice, nice!! Sorry no pic, as is almost 9pm, we were all too hungry to think about photo anymore lol.. After dinner, we accompany N to buy his birthday present for himself at DFS, oh yea my buddy N loves branded stuff lol..

He bought a huge Bottega Veneta(famous for woven design) carrier for himself as present =o=, and far right is his huge LV monogram bag =o= Oh yea the 1 sitting is H not N lol, N is in Pink chatting with the staff at DFS about his membership with DFS, yes he is a member =o="

After this we parted ways, as I am heading to St James Broiler!! Yea Bestie W invite me to go, as her fren is celebrating her bday there, we are on guest list, so no need entrance fee and we are there, there is already 2 bottles, so we dont need buy drinks too.. Lucky!! Actually initially all the ppl there are in logistic industry, so they will all chatting about work, boring for me, and the group is quite old, 2 married men(uncles), bday gal n bf, 1 nice lady.. this nice lady is quite cool, she is doing sales, ass marketing manager, imagine her pay cheque, no wonder she is a regular at Broiler and can have her guest list =o=, she especially reserve a table beside the room at broiler, so we can sit and still enjoy the songs and excitement of broiler without squeezing in there.. fun night, good music and live band!! The lady know the drummer of the live band, so she introduce us to him and we hang around with the drummer and his frens, 1 of his fren is from Hong Kong too.. here comes the funny thing, I chat with him for awhile, he said he came here to study since sec school and now helping father's business.. and I asked him , in Hong Kong where do he stay.. Know what? He said he stay at The Peak.. I hear already want to laugh, like huh he really stay at The Peak? He will be too exclusive to club at broiler, then Bestie say that you never know, maybe he do live at The Peak.. haha I dont care, we only chat as being customary.. Is a fun night!! Drinks, good music.. and I left at 4am..

Anyway Bestie W saw her collg's husband with a woman, she say is so sad to see this, her collg is pathetic to have a husband like this, the husband has been hinting a divorce, but the thing is that they only ROM but havent had the chinese customary, such a short span of love.. is sad if the guy is like this.. Bestie W say every man is like this, wanna have the best of both world, have a wife or gf and outside playing.. well but I must admit, club is a sinful place, it depends how u control yourself, u know how to play, u must know what u r doing and be responsible.. I have seen too much.. Married man out to play when wife is overseas, Attached man out to play when gf is overseas, all these hideous truth.. So it depends who you are..

And today Bestie W very sweetly patting my hand tell me "我的丽雯变漂亮了", is ever ever so heart warming to hear this..

29-Aug-09

Homey Day for me.. Previous night play too much and too late..

Sleep till noon then wake up.. and spend my day slacking in front of the computer lol...

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♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009

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26-Aug-09

Haha work as usual, but something interesting do happen.. I was shock that my temp collg has just started with a relationship with 1 of our engineer.. I thought her expectation is higher.. My collg is very skinny, the guy is almost same height as her, fair n a bit chubby.. Of cos was happy for her.. And I was thinking how come Iam still single LoL.. Then my next seat collg say my expectation too high!! Want tall, smart, good looking(pleasing to my eyes) and abit on the bad side(so wont be boring - Iam a gemini).. Very high expectation meh? Then Iam asking myself am I that not sellable? How come I havent even met 1? It starting to irks me abit..scare really will be left on the shelf 1 day..

Today 1 of my collg met an car accident while crossing the road to our office and being sent to hospital.. I always take the same train as this guy and will walk behind him, but today I went to office earlier so didnt witness this.. but is quite chilling.. what if I am as usual and behind him.. will it happen to me?

After work, I went to meet Bestie A at TPY central to collect my mooncake, we pool together to buy get some discount!! Goodwood Park Hotel Mooncake.. I haven try mine, but Bestie is saying is darn nice!! I wanted to try when I go back home, but my mummy dear is reluctant to cut the mooncake, she said she cant bear to eat cause expensive and my little bro n daddy is not home yet, she wants to have it together.. Iam like sad.. cant eat..

Was chatting with Bestie A, complaining to her how come my life seems so monotone.. mon-thur work then home, fri after work meet frens, sat excerise with fren, sun home.. it becomes a routine for me.. but Bestie is saying everybody also seems to be this way ah.. Iam like then when will I ever meet the Mr Right? LoL.. chance? fate? Maybe I shouldnt wait and expect it to happen.. back to this nature logic that.. the more u want u wont get it.. and the less u want it will comes to u.. crossing my finger..

About this online guy.. I really have to step back and dont think and dont put in any feeling for my own safety.. I scare it the end Iam just taken for a ride.. I do feel bad that I dont trust him.. But once bitten, twice shy.. U wont want to be hurt again.. My fren is saying after 8yrs r/s heartbreak u r still standing and alive, whats so scary about this? All I want is I want to protect myself first, protect myself from being hurt, from this, I admit Iam selfish not to trust or put in anything. That is probably because we havent even meet, dont know how is the real person like. But I think this is the best, I need a guy to make me comfortable to open up myself again.. Till now, I still will corner myself, seal away my heart.. no more feelings like a robot..

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♥ Tuesday, August 25, 2009

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25-Aug-09

Work as usual... Nothing special.. But Iam lucky I have good collgs that can joke and make fun with, so the day is not that boring...

Since Monday, I sort of like semi fast with my collgs, I eat breakfast of bread and soya milk when I reach office, but I skip lunch and the late afternoon I will take a muesli bar as I need work OT

After work, I reached 8.30pm, I went straight to jog.. I just not in good mood, so went for a run.. I do feel abit hungry, but I know I cant eat.. should take liquid food, if not I run for nothing..

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