♥Name: Lai Man - Liwen - Emily♥. B-day: 28/5 Horoscope: Gemini Hobbies: Watch Anime(all kinds), Drama(all kinds) & Movies(anything except horror), Read Manga(romance), Novels(all kinds) & Fashion Magazines, Music [Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Jazz], Sports [Swim, Jog, Badminton, Tennis], ♥ Baking & Cook, ♥ Cosmetics, ♥ Shopping Likes: Have coffee at cafe, Chill out with red wines or any alcohol, Clubbing, Chat with frens, Take Photos
♥ New Year Resolutions 2009
1) Want to lose 10kg .
2) Work hard, at least able to get through this downturn .
3) Save up more money, able to go travel .
4) Continue my E-biz and sell away all the stuff .
5) Continue my blog regularly .
6) Know more people .
7) Able to play more on piano .
8) Able to "Save myself" "Let go" "Say Goodbye" .
9) Do my facebook .
♥ Wishlist
1) Iphone .
2) Ipod .
3) Levis Lady Style Jeans (need lose some more weight) .
4) Coach Wallet/Bag .
5) White crystal headphones .
♥ Current Enjoyments
1) Reading "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer and others .
2) Watching some old dramas .
3) Watching Skip Beat .
I found this when I was doing some packing.. I think this is his DIY card this Valentine or last Valentine.. I read again and I cry..
"To: Dear Dear
Sorry for the last minute work and messy words. Just want to say Thank You!! for bearing and being with me for all these years, I know that I haven't been a good boy and a good boyfriend to you, always bullying and making fun of you (but thats the way that I show how much that I love you. I may have a fiery temper and can be nasty at times but (you always also sometimes return them to me) so we are even ok?
I hope that you understand that both of us have changed in terms of appearances and characters throughout the years that we had been together. 7 years is defintely a long time and I always like to thank you for being there for me during the ups and downs of my life. I know I always wanted you to change (loss weight etc) but those thoughts had become stagnant. If I love you, I should love all of you. Thats why I have decided to just put away your shortcomings and live with your good ones. I promise you that I will change but it takes time but I know that you will defintely wait for me coz you love me the best. Hope that we can stay together forever and ever happy as always and step onto the red carpet of the church together.
Forgive and Forget all my points of badness, Love and Cherish all my points of goodness and I will do the same in return to you. I may not be the best but I try to be the best in your heart.
Love you always, Desmond (aka black pig)"
I cry because I felt the love from him once there and then.. I cry because I had believed what he have said and promised.. I cry... In the end.. I knew all these are true from him once.. but now all these have become beautiful lies.. all these have become piercing hurt..
