15th Oct 2008Woken up by the cool breeze.. The cool breeze sweep past my cheeks and leave a tinge of warm from the sun..Is really nice way to wake up maybe cos I lived near the sea and mountain?? lol I sound like I live in a mansion..
Did some mild work outs then eat my brunch..
Same chicken fillet with lettuce.. but the chicken is terriyaki this time.. I think Iam going to throw up if I eat anymore of these.. But I must carry on lol.. Determination..
I met Bestie QM in the afternoon for a body spa session at Subtle Senses at 2pm, so sweet of her to treat me.. We expected a body massage but it turn out to be slimming session with body wrap steam bath n slimming machine.. I met her at the steam bath.. Iam laughing and saying that she's so slim n still do slimming session then she said no choice le..After this I walk back with her to office since I need to take mrt at Raffles Place.. Before she left, she gave me this..
So sweet and nice of her to DIY this..It did reminds me somebody that didnt do such things since a long long time ago.. Anyway the card is really cool.. It has a msg inside.. It said that "Iam here always for u.. juz give me a call & I'll be there. Do not be afraid coz we all here..'u are the BEST!!' always remember this, k?"
Thank you sweet!! Iam glad u all here when Iam alone in the dark.. I dont know what will I be now without u all.. Though sometimes I do feel afraid lost n hurt.. but Iam standing up from where I fallen, taking steps to walk out the dark.. All thanks to u all for the support n encouragement which makes me alot stronger.. Iam the BEST!! Iam the BEST he will ever had!! He is blind to never see!! He is stupid to never know!!
After the spa, I met up with Bestie D for movie at Orchard Cine. I have always wanted to watch "Closing The Ring". I cant resist those sad romance movies..I knew Iam not in the right state to watch these kind of movies..I will cry like no tomorrow.. Whatever...
We have a drink b4 the movie, went starbucks..
After movie, is quite late, we went dinner at NYDC at Wheelocks.. Iam sick of lettuce, hence I ordered mushrooms grilled with cheese n ham.. pathetic portion haha only 5 tiny button mushrooms. Well as usual Bestie D has her salad.
Is a WWII inspired story.. The story unfold across two continents - America & Belfast Ireland, across two timelines - 1941 & 1991.. It starts off at 1991 when the lead actress Ethel Ann(Shirley MacLaine) with Jack (Christopher Plummer) smoking outside a church where her husband has just passed away..She didnt grieve nor showed any sadness..at the other a continent..a simple minded teen Jimmy Reilly (Martin McCann) helping the former fireman Michael Quinlan (Pete Postlethwaite) dig around Black Mountain and found a gold ring that lead to the past 50 yrs ago..
Jack (Gregory Smith), Chuck (David Alpay) and Teddy (Stephen Amell) are three buddies who join the air force, and are training to be pilots, navigators and gunners, whatever it takes to bring them to the skies. Mischa Barton stars as young Ethel Ann who's the flower amongst the group, but only having romantic feelings for Teddy, whom she married in secret before the trio got shipped away to join the war...but just as expected as the movie will flow.. Teddy's plan crushed and died.. The young Ethel Ann then married to Chuck whom her parents always pressured her to and later they have a daughter.. Both Chuck n Jack have always love Ethel Ann. Sadly because of the promise she made to Jack that she will only love him n her heart has no room for another, she didnt give any love to her husband n daugther which makes her cold n cruel..The ring also bring the closure to her tormented past.. As before Teddy died, he told the former fireman Michael Quinlan (Pete Postlethwaite) to bring the ring to Ethel Ann and tell her that she is freed, but an explosion caused the lost of the ring and the truth be told only 50 yrs later.. When the older Ethel Ann learnt that, she cry and greive for the 1st time in 50 yrs, she didnt cry when Teddy died.. The older Jack has also come true to his heart that all these years he couldnt forget Ethel Ann, even he has married 3 times before..
I like the plot..the story seems original.. but I cant help but think..Is it possible to pine for someone for so long, or to lock away your heart so cruelly that you shut off affections even for your own child??..Like Jimmy asked towards the end..Can you really promised to love only once?..In the past I do, when I knew that some1 only has me n love me only, I will reciprocate by giving all my love to him only, my heart only has room for him and my eyes only for him, no other temptations and seductions and no 1 will crushed this sentiment of mine... Thats the past.. He has left knowing this.. He is not worthy for this sentiment anymore..
I found this somewhere, "Never make promises you can't fulfill, otherwise you'll find that nagging feeling coming back to haunt you, and it can be quite uncomfortable, unless of course it doesn't bother you as far as integrity and trustworthiness are concerned. Then again there's the living a lie, of not being true to yourself, which sometimes can be tricky when it deals with affairs of the heart, where ignorance may be bliss."
To me.. a promise even if it is broken.. it will always be there to remind u that some1 has promised u this before and it is never fulfill...
