16th Oct 2008

Woke up early again by the cooling breeze.. I knew I have to collect my spree stuff from Tampines at evening so Iam thinking of staying at Bestie D house for the night since only a few bus stops away.. Haha sorry to impose on her again..

For lunch, I make myself some chicken fillet and boiled cauliflower..at least better than lettuce.. after lunch I started watching a new anime I found "Lovely Complex" funny school life romance about this tall gal (172cm) in love with this short guy (158cm)..they started off bickering each other..then come is it possible for them to be together?.. defintely yes..height doesnt matter I guessed..

Then I was heading to Tampines, I was on the train listening to piano songs..think is bcos of the music.. I started to think that there are so many so many ppl in the world, is fate that we got to meet each other.. is hard to find some1 right you.. yet somebody can easily give it up.. Yup fate that brought us together n fate that brought us apart.. What am I thinking again.. next I know I reached Tampines..

After I collect my stuff I head to Bestie D house.. We chat abit.. She is listening to my "why" ranting again.. She talked about her past relationships.. then come night we got hungry and we walked to Bedok 85(famous ba cho mee), we ordered wu xiang.. haiz.. I knew Iam dieting but I need some time off I guess. Seeing her enjoying her food, feels good for me too..

We took a slower stroll back to digest the food.. after we bath, we play cards and watch NRWZD.. Guess Iam too sleepy I keep dozing off and watching..Its 4am...

17th Oct 2008

I kept waking n sleeping at Bestie D house maybe bcos I still think uncontrollably. By the time I fully woke up is 2pm, take a shower..Wait for her to wake up n watch her prepared for her gathering later.. How nice dolling up.. But now I hardly have the mood to do that.. I will if I got dates to go out lol..

By the time we left her house is around 6pm.. took 65 straight bus home.. darn it took 1 and half hour..By the time I reached home darn hungry.. didnt eat a thing since I woke up..

Watch abit of TV then felt tired.. Lay on bed, texting with Bestie B and I fell asleep..

Her last sentence was "make sure u cest la vie"..

18th Oct 2008

Woke up early.. Trying to use my new fitness belt with my mild work-outs.. helps you to tighten your tummy and burn fats when work-outs.. Not bad I guess.. Was watching MTV when doing work-outs, to distract me from peeping the clock too many times..

I watch 《稻香》周杰伦.. I felt kind of peaceful reading the lyrics and listening.. The song tell us not to hold onto failure for too long, as people tend not to walk ahead once fall down...dont be afraid to fall.. It gives me motivation to move on..

I tend to read the lyrics now when listening to songs.. Cos most of the time, the lyrics speak true, like how my heart feels.. Music do heal..

《稻香》歌词

☆词/曲 周杰伦 编曲/林迈可☆

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

In the evening, I met up with Bestie QM @ The Pump Room @ Clark Quay for a drink.. Nice place.. It serves home brew beer.. We chose 1 that taste similar to Hoegarden.. We chat for awhile.. We talked about how something have to let go.. "If it is yours it will always be yours, If it is not, no matter how you try to keep it, it will never be yours".. I remember saying that to Mr D in the past.. I thought Iam some1 who can do that easily.. I was wrong Iam not as tough as I thought.. It will take alot of effort to do that.. We talked about how some ppl have seperated..go around a long circle and finally together again.. I guess fate plays apart too.. She told me some important things about r/s.. She said a r/s should be 1 that make both of you change together to be better and shouldnt be that only 1 change for the other.. cos you should love the person as who he/she is and not love the person you try to make he/she to be.. Hence you shouldnt lose yourself in a r/s.. You are who you are, nobody will be the same as you..

We also talked about how we should plan our Sat to do stuff together.. Like go jog, play tennis, badminton, roller blading, sun tan..

We were sitting outside and then went inside for the live band later.. The live band really cool, sings very well..Then there are ppl who holds Hen Party, Stag Party there.. The Band make the guy take off take off the pants left boxer and smack each other ass I think, couldnt see well..huge crowd blocking.. We hang around till 11 plus then head home.. so nice of Bestie's fren TF to offer come and drive Bestie home.. of cos I got a free trip home too haha.. was surprised he still remember roughly where I live.. good driver man lol..

This is a gift from Bestie.. Meji dark mushroom choc.. Kawaii.. I Luv some other Meji stuff too..Any 1 knows? Maybe next time I will buy and post it here =)



All my Besties are angels to me..so heart warming n touch.. the things they do for me.. How will I ever repay them =)