19th Oct 2008Wanted to go wet market with my mum, couldnt wake up and she expected it too so didnt wake me up lol..I woke up around 10am.. Did my morning work-outs b4 breakfast.. Lazy sunday.. I went to watch finish Lovely Complex and listen to songs. My dad went to JB to get his medicine as he fren drive him there and my mum asked him to go Holiday Inn to buy back the super nice Kueh Bahulu back, ever since my last trip to JB, 1st time I bought these back, my family totally hook. At first I wonder if he will pass by Holiday Inn, and if so, will he able to find the store since is his 1st time buying, so my hopes wasnt that high. But when he opened the door at 3pm, I rushed out and saw the big red plastic bag. I knew it, he is the man =) I love him!! He never seems to fail me!! When I saw the Kueh Bahulu, it did remind me my last trip to JB with him. As usual, it was fun since we went as group. They always say JB isnt all that safe, but going with him makes me feel very safe, especially the crowded JB custom n busy streets. Anyway it's over. Even alone, I will be ok, cant let it stop me from going..
The Kueh Bahulu, my dad brought back chocolate flavour too - the square box, I know Iam dieting but I cant resist..
Found a few more songs that are suitable for my grieving period.. Not for him.. Iam grieving for the death of the r/s.. I think music really heals, it makes me interpret what the lyrics are saying and relate to my own...
戴爱玲 - 累格你说不是所有爱情
都能够酿成一首流行歌
我说不是所有分手
都能够再虚伪的做朋友
反正爱情里头
谁先放弃谁就是第三者
何必重蹈覆辙
爱已经累了无法再负荷
你听了很多你说了很多
你都没有错错在我太寂寞
谁居心叵测谁存心搅和
不必再挑拨我现在只想撤
let it go 别再说
let it go 别挽留
得不到断不了谁又曾想过
闯进爱里头心整个累格
有太多假设有太多揣测
幻灭这一刻任谁都逃不过
从缠绵悱恻到彼此沉默
爱情这首歌你跟我 key不合
泪已够别再说
累已够别挽留
戴爱玲 - 对的人你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...
周笔畅 李玖哲 - 你好吗温柔的时间
抚平我们的亏欠
过几天过几年
伤会好一点
多久没见面
孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前
笑的那么甜
baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗
温柔的缠绵
我也放下了依恋
我收着照片
安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下
唯一的关联
问候是我对你
好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗
woo……ha……
ha……
我想起你你有了他
20th Oct 2008Woke up, went for a short run at purmei hill around 10 plus and come back did some mild work ups. I realised my backaches came back, I can hardly bend my back, but i can still walk and run. The pain really hard to tolerate. In the afternoon, after lunch which consist of lettuce and chicken fillet, was busy updating my blog and online till evening when my mum came back. She brought back soup for dinner. So for dinner, I had soup and apple. I started playing with my bro's Rubik Cube with the instruction slip. He is at home, so when I got any prob will go pester him. He is kinda pissed with me lol. Finally, I managed to solve it after 10 plus. Brain dead, went to sleep early.
