22nd Oct 2008I woke up by Bestie WY's sms of asking me to call her. I thought something happen to her or wat. I quickly called her, then realised is just that she went for an interview, runs quite smoothly, the person in charge seems nice too, and Bestie told me to send my resume too as the Co. like urgent in need of staff. So I just try, thinking if I got it, might not be so bad since got Bestie WY with me. I send in my resume, and start doing my morning mild work outs. Have my brunch of scramble eggs n chicken fillet again.. kinda sick of it.. After brunch online awhile to watch my snime and I got a call around 1.30pm from the co. to go for a interview at 4pm. I start preparing around 2pm but have a hard time finding formal wear for the interview. I drag till 3 plus then decided to take a cab to the office at Toa Payoh. As usual all taxi uncles love to talk to me lol.. Is kinda dangerous, that the uncle too oblivious in talking than driving.. there is a moment the cab nearly knock to a lorry at the next lane in the CTE, I didnt wear the seat belt(lazy) and almost thrown forward.. scary..Lucky I manage to make it 1 pc to the office at 4pm.. It is a newly office, the co just shifted here from JE and still renovating, so I had hard time finding the person in charge..
The interview went well.. I think she got the "hire me" in mind already..as she told me she hope I can start and help her asap. Iam so happy, finally I have work. Have $ for Christmas and New Year lol..At least the pay is decent enough for the economy now..
As expected, Toa Payoh Hub there is darn crowded..Buy some food stuff for my famiy b4 I went home.. I took 65 from Orchard.. Alot ppl too.. I waited so long, so heartpain that my transfer price will be gone, but yeah I make it..
23rd Oct 2008Today Iam suppose to have a date with Bestie WY and Bestie D for a movie at 3pm. But just as well my bro and mum dont have to work. My bro said he gonna treat us lunch at Vivo, how can I say No? Kim Gary, their favourite.. I thought Besties will also dress mei mei, in the end iam the only 1 who wore mei mei(i thought I dress mei mei okay).. I so scare Zhou Geng with heels since iam quite clumsy.. Who cares I wanna feel better..
So after a very full lunch at Vivo, I hang around with my bro and mum till 2.30pm then head to cineleisure.. The show 3.15pm starts I barely reached there 3.20pm but started le.. darn where are the adverts..so miss abit front.. Gomenasai Besties..
Anyway is a crap show..Burn after Reading.. only go there watch Brad Pitt.. After the show we head to cityhall raffles city to suntec city, cos Bestie WY wanna get a jacket for her bf.. sweet ya.. Anyway we stop at New York New York for dinner.. The toopid young waiter really piss me off.. We will browsing the menu outside the restaurant b4 go in. When we just get seated, he came and asked us if can take order le.. I kindly replied that we still want to take a look, he replied "I thought you guys already take a look outside just now", I then said " I want take a closer look at the menu again", and he said "What is there to see? Is only food.." Okay I gonna lose my cool le, Bestie WY too.. Bestie D say he is just trying to be friendly n funny.. Nice try dude.. You nearly make me want to leave that place..
After dinner, we continue to Suntec to look for Jackets.. Bestie D bought a cute pink kid's Gap jacket for $35 only.. cheap.. is kid's XXXL so adult can wears too.. Bestie WY bought the nike jacket from the nike shop..After shopping we stayed and chat till 10 plus b4 heading home..It is raining, Bestie D took cab home.. while me and Best WY walked to Espanalde to take bus home as we dont have umbrellas.. the only way not to get wet..On the way we took some cool pics too lol..
When I reached home, my feet is killing me, the heels are too much, I got lotsa blisters after whole day of walking.. Ouch..
24th Oct 2008This morning I woke up with really bad backaches, nearly cant go toilet(my home is old squat type), trying to fix my back, keep twisting and turning, but it still hurts. Have my brunch, and went online to update my blog. Being slacking for the past days to do updates on my blog. Evening time, went vivo to meet my tikam frens. Have dinner, and then settle for drinks and play Rubrick. Yea been hook to Rubrick ever since I know how to play. Always fun n laughter with them. When Iam home, my dearest bro told me he saw me at Carl Jr, wanted to share his meal with me as he cant finish all, but he saw me with too many ppl, too shy to come to me, sweet.
Back home, Iam organizing some of my thoughts when msn-ing with Bestie D and Uncle Gabe. Thank you for hearing me grumbles again. I asked Uncle Gab what he think of submissive gals in a r/s? are they better? He told me there are dominating n submissive ppl in a r/s, cant comment much about them, but he surely is quarrel type, I knew it lol.. Trying to comfort me, he told me maybe being submissive is not that good in the end, cos no 1 can always give in, maybe there will be a time of big fight.
I knew I will never be the submissive type in a r/s, cos I believe a r/s should be both contributing, not a 1 man show. I think I wont be able to tolerate when the guy want to control me, like control what u should do, shouldnt do, what should u wear, who u should hang out with, where u go and etc. Iam not sure if this is control, or caring? But I knew I am not this type of gal. I want to be independent in life and independent in a r/s.
In a r/s, I will like the guy to give me freedom to do what I want, cos it shows that he trust me n believe in me. The more freedom he give me, the more I will automatically want to stick and glue to him and treasure him and the relationship, to me, this is trust and love for each other. E.g, after a night out with the gals, the words I wanna hear from him will be, "Did you have fun Baby?" and not, "Why you havent get home yet? Do you know what time is it now?" And for the things I done, I wanna hear the praise to acknowledge my effort..give me a hug and said "Thank you, You have work hard"..Telling me "You look nice today" when I take effort to doll up.. This is a real charming mature man to me =)
Bestie D was telling me "i guess in today's world..nothing is absolute right and wrong when it come to love..it juz depend on individual moral values..and the angle of seeing the issue.." You might see that is wrong that she came between the r/s when she is still attached, but she might not see is wrong.. own individual moral values.. You might see that is wrong that he cheats on you n end the r/s faster than a bullet train, but he might not see is wrong.. own individual moral values.. If the love can withstand the test, none of these will happen.. Hence the love once was shallow.. so shallow..
