♥Name: Lai Man - Liwen - Emily♥. B-day: 28/5 Horoscope: Gemini Hobbies: Watch Anime(all kinds), Drama(all kinds) & Movies(anything except horror), Read Manga(romance), Novels(all kinds) & Fashion Magazines, Music [Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Jazz], Sports [Swim, Jog, Badminton, Tennis], ♥ Baking & Cook, ♥ Cosmetics, ♥ Shopping Likes: Have coffee at cafe, Chill out with red wines or any alcohol, Clubbing, Chat with frens, Take Photos
♥ New Year Resolutions 2009
1) Want to lose 10kg .
2) Work hard, at least able to get through this downturn .
3) Save up more money, able to go travel .
4) Continue my E-biz and sell away all the stuff .
5) Continue my blog regularly .
6) Know more people .
7) Able to play more on piano .
8) Able to "Save myself" "Let go" "Say Goodbye" .
9) Do my facebook .
♥ Wishlist
1) Iphone .
2) Ipod .
3) Levis Lady Style Jeans (need lose some more weight) .
4) Coach Wallet/Bag .
5) White crystal headphones .
♥ Current Enjoyments
1) Reading "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer and others .
2) Watching some old dramas .
3) Watching Skip Beat .
Mon blues man.. I off work at 8pm again!! Just the beginning of the week and there is so many things to do.. never ending.. I was so hungry n tired when I reach home around 9pm.. I rushed through my dinner.. In the end I feel so sick after eating.. I went to vomit.. vomit out the dinner..
Suddenly I feel so down.. I keep feeling the emptiness n loneliness.. Keep thinking why he isnt here when I need him.. Why am I all alone.. I keep thinking y am I torturing myself by working so hard.. Though there is no obligation for me to stay till so late.. I stay bcos I thought by working.. I will free myself from thinking the hurtful things.. I can numb myself by working the ass out..
