♥Name: Lai Man - Liwen - Emily♥. B-day: 28/5 Horoscope: Gemini Hobbies: Watch Anime(all kinds), Drama(all kinds) & Movies(anything except horror), Read Manga(romance), Novels(all kinds) & Fashion Magazines, Music [Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Jazz], Sports [Swim, Jog, Badminton, Tennis], ♥ Baking & Cook, ♥ Cosmetics, ♥ Shopping Likes: Have coffee at cafe, Chill out with red wines or any alcohol, Clubbing, Chat with frens, Take Photos
♥ New Year Resolutions 2009
1) Want to lose 10kg .
2) Work hard, at least able to get through this downturn .
3) Save up more money, able to go travel .
4) Continue my E-biz and sell away all the stuff .
5) Continue my blog regularly .
6) Know more people .
7) Able to play more on piano .
8) Able to "Save myself" "Let go" "Say Goodbye" .
9) Do my facebook .
♥ Wishlist
1) Iphone .
2) Ipod .
3) Levis Lady Style Jeans (need lose some more weight) .
4) Coach Wallet/Bag .
5) White crystal headphones .
♥ Current Enjoyments
1) Reading "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer and others .
2) Watching some old dramas .
3) Watching Skip Beat .
Was so blue that I met up with Bestie QM on Sat night after work for a D & S session at boat quay.. I need that escapde that release.. Was at The Craven.. Ordered a pint of Hoegarden and a basket of baffalo wings.. Didnt have anything since 10am, work till 4pm. Went to Kino to grab some comics and magazines..
Really paisey to ask her out to hear me talk.. Met Bestie's fren TF, cos they both came from the same way.. He told Bestie that I lost weight and seems like depression.. Yea it makes me happy to know that I really looks like I have lost weight.. After I spend time with Bestie, he even offer to come all the way and drive us back.. Really nice of him.. And really nice of Bestie to meet me too..
Sunday..
Some unhappy things happen in the morning.. but afternonn I picked myself up and head to Bestie D house for a swim and piano lesson.. So happy to see her again, I have miss her!! >.< Yea she is my piano teacher now lol.. I did C major today.. She played for me Parchabel Canon D.. So nice.. I want to learn too.. At least I hope I can managed since is C major.. Wanted to swim actually but it rain like cats and dogs.. I wanna to retan myself.. I scare everyday stay at office, my healthy tan will fades away.. Return home at night for my dearest mum's dinner.. Before I leave, I gave Bestie D a big hug.. I really feel comfort and peaceful.. Thanks gal..
Some thoughts...
I have to stop crying.. I want to be stronger.. I dont want to be a wimp.. I can live better if only I can get over this.. I want to be happier (Bestie QM said I dont truely smile or laugh anymore, I used to be so lively).. I want to love myself and have more confidence.. (Bestie said if I have confidence I will glow and ppl will start attracted to me lol) I want to live cos not many ppl have the chance to live in this world even if they want to.. I want to do many more things for myself and for others.. My life will be meaningful.. I no longer live for him only..
