18-Aug-09Work sucks as usual.. but I was looking forward to meet my Bestie D after work!! So long never see her.. Shw was sick for 2 weeks =o=
After work, I meet her at Far East to have dinner, walk around.. I also want to look around any cheap nail parlour to do mani and pedi, as my collg want to go for pedi and ask me along..
We ate the wanton noodles at basement, not to bad!! And then we shop around for accessories.. I bought 3 leather-like bracelets for my cool rock style dress-up muhaha.. and Bestie bought a rock star bracelet too.. after shopping, we end our day by walking towards wheelock there to get starbucks and sit by the road to chat, we chat quite long b4 heading home!! I really miss her!!
19-Aug-09Today after work, me and my collg straight away head to far east for our mani and pedi, the price not too bad, $40 for both.. from 6pm to 8pm..
The sales did psyhco us take package, but i dun feel it as a need.. I only do mani and pedi occasionally.. 1 bad thing is, I think the person push back my cuticle too much, after the session, my finger is bleeding =o= I didnt realise until Iam on my way home, cos I choose the nail colour red.. they blend well together LoL...
Hmm recently I know this online friend, and we start chating on msn and sms almost everyday.. but we have not meet at all.. Iam kind of dreading to meet, cos I am really not confident to meet, Iam not confident of myself.. I know this is real bad.. even my besites encourage me to just be more confident, I have changed for the better.. Now is time to choose others and not people choose me.. But I keep thinking am I better now? Better so wont be rejected easily? I admit I still have shadows of the past.. and I will never forget this sentence "I feel disgusted just standing beside you".. I will never forget this sentence, and I swear I will become prettier and I wont lose!! Where can I find my confidence?..
