23-Aug-09Today is a home day for me, as Iam not feeling well still..
I spend the afternoon watching jap drama, finally finish my Zettai Kerashi SP with a pack of tissues!! Is really sad.. Recommended!! Thumbs Up!! And I watch the Lovely Complex movie too!! Nice!! About love which height doesnt matter!!
Frankly, I did spend alot of time texting this online fren, I think is getting complicated..We have not meet and yet we are like texting everyday.. I admit I do like him so far and interested, and he said the same thing.. But the thing is he is leaving for Spain next year cause of work, which Iam rather disappointed with, cause I only knew that recently.. and worst case is he add on saying that alot female friends interested in him but dont want to commit cause knowing he is leaving soon.. and he asked me how do I feel about it.. Truthly, when I heard this Iam pissed, dunno why, but I feel like Iam being taken a ride.. but what can I say? We have not even meet each other!! So I just told him, congrats on getting an offer to work in Spain, not many people will have the chance afterall!! What can I say? As much as Iam pissed, I feel that I shouldnt care so much, we have not meet, not even friends, can we have a relationship together? I shouldnt care so much, just carry on my life!!
24-Aug-09Monday bluezzz for work..
No mood for work..
And abit sick still, with all the cough and block nose..
My collg still say my voice sexy haha..
Around 5 plus, my mother called me, I thought she ask me to help me get things or wat, but actually is she want to ask me how am I.. That instant I feel like crying, her love and care for me is like infinite.. how can I do without her 1 day? The thought like this scare me.. Shortly around 7pm, my brother call me, he was outside and want to ask me if I want any food, he too know Iam sick, so he ask if I want porridge or other soupy stuff.. I really touch by him too.. I feel warm suddenly and being loved, all long I feel my inside in cold from that day on, it has been very cold...
